It’s time once again to celebrate all that I love about fitness & fun, two words I can place in the same sentence because of my CrossFit journey, coming into five years in mid-August.
Why “time again,” you ask?
I am awash in internalized-demons’ poo because I have not lost the pounds of fat that I had hoped I would in this last month. Seriously. [In my defense, I’m also fearful about a writing-work project and my beloved companion is away on business for several days… A bit off balance, me am, which gives deep feeling nowhere to go but IN...] But still… How is it these inherited body-demons can shit all over my insides when I love my life? When I am at a weight healthy enough for me to...?
- Feel strong and energetic
- Eat my favorite foods (in moderation)
- Wear clothes that make me feel great
- Make memories with my people
- Carry myself with confidence
- Maintain my body composition over months, even years
- Enjoy my life
This listing came through an Instagram-meme a couple weeks ago, a “story” I actually watched enough times to catch all the phrases, writing them down. Your healthiest weight is that which is whatever allows you to…(see above list).
I do get to live that entire list. I’ve maintained this health-committed lifestyle for nearly five years. I do carry myself with confidence, at least when I’m not covered in demons’ poo.
Perhaps it’s time for me to simply print out the listing, pin it to my bathroom wall, and set my sights on other factors I can control.
Number of WODs a week at 5 or 6.
Still enjoying a light-version of cocktail hour with B–flavored seltzers with pear vodka, so really weak vodka drinker am I–but never two days in a row.
Clean eating, but “quality of life” splurges from time to time (every other week?).
It’s not about the weight I lift OR any weight-loss. It’s how I feel in my body because I love to move, I love to share workouts with fun people, and the rest of my life (not to mention those I love) knows a more peaceable Lisa because of it.
Writing does seem to be a good mental-deodorant, or perhaps even a poo-vacuum. Hot damn.
I wonder if Fresh Thyme has their beef carnitas at the meat counter? One of my favorite foods…